The Baby Chronicles: Log 8 : Day 149
25 weeks in and I made the rooky mistake of watching a birthing clip. ...officially terrified now of a baby going through my pelvic floor (GASP!?! ...deep breath). My midwife encouraged me to take an online pregnancy/birthing course at about 32-35 weeks...I should have listened. I was not ready to see that, and now I'm attempting to block out all thoughts of a baby swimming in amniotic fluid inside me knowing that one day he's going to have to come out. Trying to remind myself that God designed the woman's body to birth babies, and, trust me, He knew what he was doing when He created us women. The body is absolutely amazing because it's creator and designer is absolutely amazing. In a healthy body, everything works together in a beautiful harmony during the birthing process. I'm sure there will be some sensations I do not feel prepared for right now, but I know that God does not give His children things they cannot handle (aka: what He has not equipped them for). ...