Love By Tears

Wet drops that dare not run the journey of a cheek
Held back by an invisible wall - a false front.
Fear of emotion on a face pierced by pain.
Promised life that never cries - but SCREAMS for release.
A hidden spirit rising - undaunted.
The pains of birth pressing with no promise of a child.
Haunting memory...endless, countless moments lost.
To return - i cannot.
To go on - i have no choice.
Always a choice...always two paths before you.
To "live" or merely "exist."
Not for the brave heart or the faceless giant
To repair the broken bough of the cedar
Or redeem justice for speechless toungues,
But to the owner of the blood streaked countenance.
Sleepless nights...bruised knees...knuckles white.
For the kiss of a traitor
In exchange for my life.
What passion - what driving love...
Does it nothing less than wrap the very core of our soul
And tease the thirst within us?
Oh, that life was never stolen
And love grew as the wild flowers
In a world before the time of death...
It is not so.
Only tears will bring it back once again.


J-Dog 2011

Comments

  1. Jo N.January 18, 2011 at 5:40 PM

    i'm never gonna post any of my poems again... way to blow my puny attempts at expression out of the water. this is mind-numbingly beautiful.

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  2. JLeeJanuary 20, 2011 at 3:41 PM

    Oh, Jo...not true at all. i love your poems - in fact i was inspired by them. but thanks for the compliment :)

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